Too smart, doesn't get quite so many things done?
We care about our craft. We're totally smart and get things done. No question.
But "smart and gets things done" has to have some kind of spectrum associated with it, right? There's at least a "smart" dimension and a "gets things done" dimension.
An easy question to ask is, "Am I overthinking?" (This is especially easy to ask if you're overthinking.)
We often quibble about how to get things done better [*] in terms of practicalities, but it often feels like people who ignore the long tail of practicalities achieve greatness with the least effort.
If you had to pick one, would it be better to over-think or to over-do?
(My advice: don't think about it too much.)
What if MoCo were hit by a bus?
I went to my first Hybrid Factory event with some of my teammates this past evening, which was kind of like a mini-workshop. The event was titled, "How to effectively work as a Tech Lead," given by Derek Parham.
One of the main topics was delegation: the audience interaction portion of the event asked us to consider how we would approach delegating all of our current tasks to other people on our teams.
During this exercise sstangl brought up something profound: rather than other Mozilla Corporation-employed teammates, how much of our current task load could we delegate to the community members outside of Mozilla Corporation (AKA MoCo)? These are the people who voluntarily devote their time and effort towards advancing the Mozilla project.
Of course, the talk also covered the classic "bus test," which asks, "If [person X] were hit by a bus, how would we continue to function?" It wasn't a big leap to my asking, "If all of MoCo were hit by a bus, how well situated is the community to carry our outstanding tasks and projects?"
Like all fun hypotheticals, it's far fetched and a bit apocalyptic, but it forces you to think about your team's work and coordination methods in a very different light.
I suppose a related, follow-up question is: if the Mozilla organization is designed to empower a worldwide community, but we couldn't survive a MoCo bus scenario, then are we managing the project in a sustainable way?
Maybe people who oversee the project as a whole (and those who are more familiar with the philosophy behind our governance) have a definitive answer. In any case, it's interesting food for thought.
The peril of the new shiny
I'm a little bit behind in my movie watching. About 35 years behind.
Yesterday I saw the movie "Network" (1976) for the first time. Humorous, cynical, and meta is totally my hook, so I had a ball with this one. However, it reminded me of a pretty solemn pattern that I wanted to write about.
I call this pattern the "new shiny", in the same sense that a house cat only sits in your lap in the absence of a shiny thing dangling just out of its reach. In the movie, an older man leaves his wife, with whom he previously shared a 25-year committed relationship, for a younger woman, with whom he's become infatuated.
Now, in this movie's allegory, that younger woman is a metaphor for television and stuff, but that's besides the point for this discussion.
The story presents an instance of the "new shiny" pattern. You happen upon a new opportunity, incompatible with an opportunity you're currently pursuing, and you're tacitly forced to make a choice: pursue the new opportunity, or, through inaction, continue with pursuit of the current opportunity.
As the movie points out, it's easy to become infatuated, even obsessed, with the new shiny, if only because striking out on a new path is exciting and optimistically promising in its "honeymoon phase". In this light, the situation becomes even more difficult: passivity results in an outright denial of something intriguing, leaving you wondering, classically, "what could have been".
Inevitably, evaluating the new shiny with sound reasoning and peace of mind becomes very difficult. The irrationality of attachment — whether to existing things or to things that might be — blurs rational evaluation, if there was really any to be had to begin with. Often, no matter which you choose, you will quickly begin to wonder how much better things would have been on the other path.
...lovers, technologies, jobs, subjects of interest, projects...
Some categories don't have the same existential scarcity that makes the new shiny perilous. Take food: there's little cost to returning after venturing off to sample another cuisine. You don't feel the same kind of remorse choosing soup over salad. Other categories are far less forgiving.
There's also ample reason to fear the new shiny. Every time you make a commitment you disavow the temptation of the new shiny and its hold over you. And, typically, unless you take steps to strategically isolate yourself, you have little control over new shiny encounters — these things are just stumbled upon in the course of everyday life.
There are very few tools at our disposal to deal with the new shiny properly. Human prescience is quite limited to begin with. I suppose that the new shiny is just the classic problem of man versus raw choice taken to its passionate, emotionally-involved and foresight-crippled extreme.
The effable nature of language adoption
It's fun (and easy!) to come up with catchy explanations for successes/failures in programming language adoption and pretend that they're root causes.
Java had a marketing powerhouse.
Smalltalk was a walled garden.
Lisp has too many parentheses.
C++ kept backwards compatibility with C.
Deep down I think folks acknowledge there's a multitude of factors that play into the success of a language. Catchy explanations tend to reflect our pet peeves. In the end, though, it doesn't matter how wrong it is that PHP is the top dynamic language in the TIOBE index — the programming universe is pragmatist and could care less about our moral objections.
Let's say that there's an ethereal Appeal of Switching (AoS) ratio involved in changing from one language to another in order to accomplish a particular programming task. This encompasses new programming paradigms, nifty features, and language niceties — the things that make you say, "Ooh, but if we used X then we would have Y!"
Talking to people about language adoption, I've heard an interesting theory proposed: a new language has to satisfy a fairly high minimum AoS ratio in order to displace an existing language from a niche. Does 10x sound about right?
As we deep-down-acknowledge, there are lots of factors, but this theory reflects a necessary condition: there has to be a lot of appeal to overcome well-understood inertia. Of course, necessary doesn't imply sufficient, but the niche won't seriously consider switching for less. The AoS ratio has to be large enough to compensate for growing pains.
P.S. Languages that really fail solely because of marketing are already extraordinary: they, by definition, have all the appeal required to overcome the inertia. They just have no mechanism to spread the word.
Ship, or don't die!
Perhaps a corollary is, "Release early, or release toxin."
I admit I'm a bit of a Seth Godin fanboy — he's driven, omits needless words, and gets things done. His blog rarely has an unread count in my feed reader. At the same time, when you look up to someone, you can't help but expose some vulnerability.
One of his latest kick-ass entries, What did you ship in 2010?, put me in a total funk. I shipped a modest set of things this year, by which I mean that I found my list unimpressive. Maybe it was too short, maybe it wasn't innovative/creative enough, or maybe I was just being a negative Nancy.
In any case, Nancy found... er, I found the list-writing experience incredibly disappointing. [*] However, after some thought, I realized what I would probably say to Seth if we had a chat about it over coffee at Red Rock: I don't think I should really care.
Why? Because I'm probably not going to die tomorrow.
A fun-size bit of existentialism is that human essence isn't fully realized until you die. When you die, your whole lifeline has played out and your effect on the world is fundamentally complete. To use a catchy existentialist marketing slogan, human existence precedes essence.
In a related vein, kindergarteners don't try to get their macaroni pictures displayed in art museums. When you're new to a scene and acquiring pre-requisite experience, there's no need to subject the rest of the world to your crap: in the common case, there's plenty more time to cultivate your essence and make your mark on the world. In fact, experimenting, throwing your crap away and moving on may be a much better use of your time than trying to ship something naïve or artless. [†]
My parents wouldn't want to put my broken patches up on their refrigerators. Even if they did, they don't have those kinds of refrigerators that magnets can stick to.
Shipping in potentia
Like most people who suffer from over-achievement syndrome, I have fever dreams of instantaneously becoming an expert in every piece of tech I touch, innovation dripping from my fingertips as I puke rainbows and such. Discovering that talent and perseverance have limits is always a cruel come-down.
Perhaps because of these delusions, I initially found it hard to grasp my most important accomplishment of this past year: getting to know various aspects of a state-of-the-art, production, multi-platform language design/implementation and the surrounding processes and tech. That's not shipping! It is, however, necessary experience to ship higher-impact (and perhaps daydream-worthy) tech down the road.
Realistically, there are a number of other reasons to feel accomplished. When I left my last gig slightly under a year ago, not a single product I had written code for had shipped. (Although I'm totally rooting for one that was recently announced!) Now, every patch I write is put to the test in a development channel with millions of active daily users. I'm constantly and (relatively) shamelessly absorbing information from a team of brilliant and down-to-earth developers, my mentor Luke Wagner in particular. My scrappy throw-away side-projects keep me thinking creatively and questioning the status quo.
In all, this year was incredibly enriching.
The JS engine is more comfortable ground with each passing day. I've got the drive to give back important and innovative things. My existence precedes my essence.
I'm optimistic about the list for 2011.